- Mood: tired and stressed... again!!
oh man i'm in such a pickle. ok that is the first time i said pickle and i think that its kinda lame but im still in one. i have these two guys that came down from okotoks and i already ditched them once but noooo they just wont get the picture. i mean whats the deal. i felt bad about it but that doesnt mean i want to see you again. why why why!!! its not that they're bad guys.... well they kinda are but they are perverts and i dont like that kind. i want a RM ( for those who dont know what a RM is its a return missionary) not a perve who only cares for one thing. and slaping my butt does not help me want to meet them. but what am i going to do. i dont want to be ruse and say "umm i know you drove like 2 hours here to see me but i dont want to see you until you decied that sex isnt everything." but you know im not like that. i wuld love to say that but i can't well maybe i can but thats only when im really pushed. i am flattered that they came to see me but just not what i expected. i might be seeing them tomorrow and maybe ill tell them then. it was such a shock becasue i had just gotten off the phone with adam and then they call i was so shocked. they were in town. in my town. i had no idea. its crazy. what am i to do. i guess all i have to do is meet them. oh well there could be worse things in life. maybe i can tell them that i have a boyfriend...... no that would be lying. allthough very tempting. oh well ill do what i can. until then ill just try to keep my cool and go with it. what else can i do. well its 2 am and i really should get to bed. ill write what happens when it does until then...... happy sleeping and sweet dreams.
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